This is my secret blog. I only told my best friend about it. I don’t think I will tell anyone else about it. I don’t know.
I think about creating a blog that I promote to the whole world via Facebook and whatever. But that always seems so conceited. “Come look at me and my great blog!! My life is so interesting!”
But I would like to read a daily blog from the people I know. Even if it wasn’t that exciting. My friends and family are scattered around and Facebook doesn’t really reveal the kind of things that I want to hear about in their daily lives.
I feel like WordPress is not such a friendly place for me. Perhaps that is just me projecting my feelings of inadequacy onto the blogosphere. Ha. I get the feeling my comments piss people off. Perhaps that is just paranoia. I’m going to refrain from comments for a while.
I guess I have so many conflicting feelings about myself and where I stand in the world that making any kind of a public appearance is problematic – even if it is just a blog appearance.
People talk about blending in and changing your personality to fit in with whomever you’re with. I definitely do that. But I don’t think I can do it anymore. I am just blending into nothing and not taking a stand on anything. It is not healthy.
But people who are used to you being the way you are do not like change. Oh no they do not.
I’m sorry if I offended anyone with my comments. And perhaps therein lies the problem. Perhaps I’m not so sorry.
Needy blogging – a good way to repulse potential blog readers.