I feel like writing a lot of things in here but also know that it would be unwise to do so.
I feel socially inept lately. How do I fit back into the game of life?
There are some social events coming up for me and I am dreading all of them. The people that I spend time with have no interest in the things that I want to talk about – the things that make me feel alive.
But I feel unworthy of pursuing friendships with the people who may share my interests.
In my mind I am an idealist who wants to change the world. In reality, I am just a ….insert any number of less than flattering words here.
I am feeling hopeful, but I am uncertain how to begin. Point B, where I want to be, seems pretty damn far away from where I am right now. I’ve been stuck at point A too long and I realize that I’ll never be happy here.
Baby steps are needed. Or maybe a complete reboot?